random: the irony of life

i feel burdened...with a lot of secrets kept, many fingers pointing only to one...n no matter how hard and how firm and rigid of the facts you hold..still the fingers will only point at none other than one.

you try to ease your mind, thinking that you can go through it well. Without having to worry of the outcome, you still live life like there's no weight to carry. But, that was just your thought..as more came. You feel shattered..but what is there to do? This big black box you've been holding on..nothing can be done..

People only believe on what they see..but have they ever try to put themselves in the real situation of the one who's experiencing it? mouth and lips moves on what they hear and see..but how about trying to find out which is right and which is false?

you sit alone at one corner..feeling you are shone by nothing..not even a glimpse of hope..but just pure darkness..but u ask yourself, would you let everyone fade out n just swirl yourself into the darkness? or you rather just move on n get back on your own two feet even when you have lost nearly everything?

I would pick myself back up..cos I believe that no one has control towards anyone's life except for god and the owner of the life itself.

the irony of life is that when people say they understood what you are going through, but actually they dont..cos if they do they wouldnt try to burden you. what is needed by life now is just silence, peace of mind and time alone to gather back the strength to pull yourself back up on your own two feet. That is how life is...everything, it all depends on you, on how you gather back your strength to pull yourself out from the misery.

the irony of life...having to go through many ups and downs just to teach you of what is best to do in life. the irony of life...having people around you believing only what they see and hear but not having to put any effort to discover the real truth. The irony of life...of how some live a life covered by masks deceive others. The irony of life..when one only tries to save their own ass even after knowing that at one point they are involved in the propaganda.